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25th January 2006

8:45pm: Armor For Sleep/Love
//Slip Like Space//

Watch me point to the sky
you'll laugh and say I'll never fly
I'll smile as you walk away
I always knew I couldn't stay.
full throttle now
the milky way can't wait
full throttle now
the milky way can't wait
diners have turned
into space ports
and I rocket past the moon
say your goodbyes now
I'll be in the wormhole soon

this planet wasn't made for me
all of you live so easy
I lay outside and up I stare
my home is in the void up there
full throttle now
the milky way can't wait
full throttle now
the milky way can't wait
diners have turned
into space ports
and I rocket past the moon
say your goodbyes now
I'll be in the wormhole soon

approach light speed
and break apart
I don't care now
nothings real somehow
approach light speed
and break apart
I don't care now
nothings real somehow
time has turned
into space ports
and I rocket past the moon
say your goodbyes now
I'll be in the wormhole soon
diners have turned
into space ports
and I rocket past the moon
say your goodbyes now
I'll be in the wormhole soon


The very lovely Kara gave me that CD. Andrew makes me feel so many things ... so many mixed emotions. I'll put it this way ... I won't feel ... sad ... exactly if he were to get into a car wreck and lose his torso/leg region. I know I know ... those parts of the body are nowhere near each other but oh well!! He just makes me so mad!! I hope he uses her like he used Kara. But before that happens, I hope she sees right through him and she puts him through what he did to Kara. The bastard! And then!! When I needed him most, he ditched me. He fuckin used me to get to her ... end of story. End of friendship. So ... I hope it was worth it ... for her and him. Bc you know what I decided?? If she feels that it was ok for him to do that ... then we shouldn't be friends. Oh well. End of story ... end of drama. I don't need friends who think it's ok for other people to use their friends. I don't need that shit. Screw them! I don't need anyone! HA!


Peace out girl scout!
Current Mood: pessimistic
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21st January 2006

5:59pm: In the immortal words of Spencer: Best Eva!

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Ashley Murray!

  1. A sixteenth century mathematician lost his nose in a duel over his love for Ashley Murray, and wore a silver replacement for the rest of his life.
  2. Most bottles and jars contain at least twenty-five percent recycled Ashley Murray.
  3. Ashley Murray is the only bird that can swim but not fly.
  4. Reindeer like to eat Ashley Murray.
  5. Wearing headphones for an hour will increase the amount of Ashley Murray in your ear 700 times!
  6. It takes 17 muscles to smile, and 43 to frown at Ashley Murray!
  7. In the Great Seal of the United States the eagle grasps 13 arrows and Ashley Murray.
  8. A lump of Ashley Murray the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court!
  9. During the reign of Peter the Great, any Russian nobleman who chose to wear Ashley Murray had to pay a special Ashley Murray tax!
  10. Influenza got its name because people believed the disease was caused by the evil "influence" of Ashley Murray.
I am interested in - do tell me about
Current Mood: lonely
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3rd January 2006

5:28pm: Quizzens!
***How You Are In Love***

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.
Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...
But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.
You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.
Current Mood: crappy
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29th December 2005

10:02pm: Sleep ... or lack there of.
Well ... it looks like life sucks ... again.

This is not gonna be a happy post. So get over it!

Ok ... I don't understand guys at all. They should all go jump off a cliff. All of them! Not a single one deserves my time of day! Except Andrew. He is the only guy who I care about ... not like that either. It's surprising! I only like him as a friend. It's crazy! Or I like him so much that I don't even know it ... does that make any sense?? Oh well!

So I was talking to Randy last night on the net ... he said some really hurtful things. What he said made me cry a little. We were talking about Andrew for some reason. He asked if we were close. After I responded, he commented that me and Andrew should "hook up." That hurt real real real real bad. Earlier that day, I had called him. He then said that he hadn't called me back because he didn't have my number. WHATEVER!! When I was at his house, I saw my name and number on the chalkboard in his kitchen. I'm done with this guy. Almost. Let me get back at him. Just give me a little time. I will ... for breaking my heart! It's been broken so many times before, you woulda thought that coating of super dooper glue woulda made it unbreakable! But obviously not! Omigosh .. why do I put myself through this??!?!? I don't know!

Well ... I'm gonna go now. I'll talk to whoever cares later!

Peace out girl scout!
Current Mood: crappy
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1:10pm: Long quizzen
Time started: 1.10
Name: Ashley Nicole Murray

Single or Taken: I hate it. Single.

Sex: Girlie!

Birthday: July 23. 1988

Siblings: One little sister! boo!

Eye color: Changes. Sometimes its blue, others green, and then gray.

Shoe size: 8

height: 5'5

Innie or Outie: innie!!

What are you wearing right now: my shirt I bought yesterday with Andrew, a beater, pants, Sponge Bob silky boxers!, and the shoes I bought yesterday with Andrew.

Righty or lefty: Righty


Who is your best friend: Right now I would say Andrew.

Do you have a BF or GF?: Nopers. An I hate it!!!!

Best place to go for a date: their house!


Color: S!! Lime green, metallic black, submarine yellow, and best of all, JUS PLAIN ORANGE!!

Number(s): 23.8

Animal: Lion or tiger.

Drink: Ale 8!!!!! w00-h00!!

Fast-Food Place: Gold Star!!

Month: July

Movie: Labrynth, Super Mario Bros. the movie and others.

Juice: CranApple

Favorite cartoon character(s): Gir, Tinekrbell, Invader Zim, and the Fairly Odd Parents!!

Have you ever

Given anyone a bath: I don't thinkle soo!

Smoked: Ya... and never again!

Bungee Jumped: I wish!

Made yourself throw-up: Nopers.

Gone skinny dipping: Hell ya!

Eaten a dog: HELLO NO!

put your tongue on a frozen pole: Yesh! And it did NOT stick! w00-h00!

Broken a bone: my pinkie finger! teeheehee

Played truth or dare: Maybe ... YA!

Been in a physical fight: With my little sister! DUH!

Been in a police car: Ya... more than I should admit to! lol

Been on a plane: Ya. It's fun!

Come close to dying: Ya... ask me about the exorist moments! lol.

been in a sauna: Yuppers.

been in a hot tub: Yuppers!

swam in the ocean: Once.

Fallen asleep in school: Yuppers. And I felt bad!

Broken someone's heart: Ya ... once! And it was HORRIBLE!

Cried when someone died: OH ya!

Fell off your chair: All the time!

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: Ya ... last night ... Randy ... jerk ...

Saved AIM conversations: Nopers.

Saved e-mails: nopers.

Fallen for one of your best friends?: All the time!

Used someone: Nopers.

Been cheated on? I hope not!
What is...

Your good luck charm: Don't have one ...

What's your room like: It looks the same as it did 12 years ago ... sadness!

Last thing you said: Sang along to Three Evils (Embodied in Love and Shadow) by Coheed and Cambria

What is beside you: a printer and a bed.

Last thing u ate: Ferro Rocher!

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Dove

Best thing that has happened to you this week: Hung out with Andrew and Randy!

Worst thing that has happened to you this week: Randy ... he never called and is being a jerk and is lying to me ...

Chicken pox: I don't remember!

Sore Throat: Ya ... whatever ...

Stitches: Once on my leg from falling off my bed ... don't say anything!!


Believe in love at first sight: nope but i believe in lust at first sight YAY CAIT!

Like school: Ya ... it gets my away from home!

Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000. dollars: EWW!! YESH!

If you were stuck on an island, what 5 people would you want with you: Andrew, Becky, Danielle, Randy and Jared.

Who was the last person that called you: Caitlin

What makes you laugh the most?: Dumb things I say.

What makes you smile?: Your mom!

Who is the last person you yelled at: My G-ma ....

Who told you they loved you last: I don't remember ... to tell you the truth .. probably my G-ma.

Who Is your loudest friend: Jenna! Torres!
Do you/Are You:

Do you like filling these out: When I'm bored.

Do you wear contacts? yesh.

Do you get along with your family: Not really.

Stolen anything over $50: nopers.

obsessive: I hope not!

Compulsive: Sometimes.

Anorexic: used to be

Suicidal: Nope!
Final questions

What are you listening to right now?: Taking Back Sunday and various other bands. I have a mixed cd.

what did you do today: WORK! ACK!

Hated someone in your family: Ya ... my mom ...

Gotten any awards: Not really ...

What car do you wish to have: A nice vehicle ... ?

Where do you want to get married?: Never!!!!!!!

Good driver: Don't know ... ?

Have a lava lamp?: Yuppers!

How many remote controls are in your house?: 5

Are you double jointed: Nopers

What was your last dream about: Don't ask ...

Last time you showered: an hour ago

The last movie you saw at the theatres: I dont remember!

Scary or happy movies: Depends on the day.

milk chocolate or white: MILK!

root beer or dr. pepper? Cherry Vanilla Dr. Pepper!

Mud or Jell-O wrestling: JELLO!

Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate milk, vanilla ice cream.

fall or winter: Fall

silver or gold: Silver

Diamond or pearl: Pearl

Sunset or Sunrise: Sunrise! It's my nickname!

Sprite or 7up: YUCKY!

Orange juice or apple juice?: Apple

cats or dogs: Dogs

Phone or in person: Person

Are you Oldest, middle, youngest: Middle ... don't ask.

Indoor or outdoor: both i guess ...

End Time: 1.37
Current Mood: crushed
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28th December 2005

8:38pm: HOLY COW!!
I sooo just realized something!!!

Last week, I got a fortune in a cookie that said something to the effect of a past romance will come back. RANDY!! OMIGOSH! That's wierd! Of course, now that I said this, he will never talk to me again! Oh well. I thought that was cool!!

Peace out!
Current Mood: crazy
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6:37pm: Randy, Andrew, and Ben
Ya ... I'm boy crazy ... gotta problem with it?!?!

So. Went out with Andrew today. We went shopping. We went to TJ Maxx, I got a shirt. We went to Walmart, where I was looking for an Avenged Sevenfold CD for me and my lil sis. Couldn't find it. So he suggested we go to Meijers since they should have it. We go and look at shoes. I buy the ones I'm wearing right now. They RAWK!!! They make me happier than you ever could! :-P lol. Not really!! I bet you could make me a whole lot happier if ya really wanted! *wink wink, nudge nudge!*

I hate for Randy to think I'm desperate or anything (I am. Shh!! Don't tell anyone!!) I called him THREE freakin times today ... that can't be good ... OK! Guys out there!! If a girl calls you three times in a day, would you wanna call her back?? What would you think about her?? Would you think something bad?!?!?! GOSH!! Cuz he hasn't called me back yet or anything ... I'm all worried now and stuff ... ACK!!! *runs away, hits head on pole and dies*

I'm ok now!!

AS for Ben ... I think he's avoiding me ... and that makes me sad ... very sad. He probably doesn't ever wanna talk to me again. I don't really blame him that much .. I'm kidna ... weird ... if you ask me! ... or anyone for that matter! lol.

Well ... time to go!

Peace out girl scout!
Current Mood: contemplative
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27th December 2005

9:49pm: Updaten
Hey y'all!! What up?!?! Long time no see!!

Well ... here's my work schedule! Come and see me!!

Tuesday: 3-9
Thursday: 4-9
Saturday: 4-9

Call me to do something!! NOW!!

Peace out girl scout!

give me your heart

19th November 2005

10:21pm: Another awesome day!
I cried a lot but that's beside the point!

::Number Five With A Bullet by Taking Back Sunday::

Vince made my day! We're friends again and it makes me happy. Not that we weren't friends before ... well it's complicated! ACK!

I was gonna tell him today ... but he had a bad day and when I called he was in bed. Poor guy ... I hope he feels better.

::You Alone by Street Dogs::

I have sooo much to say and not enough words to say it with! There's a certain someone who I think is FREAKIN AMAZING/AWESOME and he doesn't even know who I am! Poo! And he's liking someone else right now anyway ... and I have a freakin bf at the moment!! WTF?!?! (Stands for What The Fudge!)

Right now I'm talking to Jen and I WAS talking to CC but oh well. Jen is freakin AMAZIN!!! I LOVE HER!!

::Tension by Nural::

Jen and I are going shopping Wed. at WalMart and TJ Maxx. Those stores RAWK MY SAWKS OFF! Just like her! O;) lol.

I'm tired. But work freakin rawked! I got to run Uscan. And learn how to close it down. RAWK ON!!

::Composing by Boys Night Out::

I was also a bagger for half the night. I miss it! I got to push carts and clean bathrooms and breakrooms. YAYS! That makes me happy ... to work hard that is!

Now it's time for me to go ...

In the words of Craig:

Peace OUT!

Current Mood: indescribable
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18th November 2005

9:24pm: Gankered from Jonathan ...
You are
[ ] short, under 5'2
[+] 5'2 -5'6"
[ ] 5'7" - 6'1
[ ] tall 6'2 and up

[+] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde/brownish
[ ] dark brown
[ ] black
::Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year by Fall Out Boy::
[+] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[+] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[+] blue/green-eyed
[+] blue/gray-eyed
[+] they change colors

[ ] glasses
[+] contacts
[ ] neither
::Ray by Millencolin::
[ ] short hair
[ ] medium
[+] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[+] red
[ ] khaki
[ ] pink
[ ] hot pink
[+] yellow
[+] black
[+] green
[+] lime green
[ ] blue
[ ] white
[+] turquoise
[+] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[+] orange
[ ] grey
[+] maroon
[ ] gold
[ ] clear
[ ] don't really care

Some things you've done?
[+] ice skating
[+] hiking
[+] kayaking
[+] rafting
[+] water skiing
[+] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[+] surfing and skim/wake boarding
[ ] snowboarding
[ ] skiing
[+] skateboarding
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] lacrosse
[+] street hockey
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] martial arts
[ ] bmx
[+] baton twirling

Your personality is sometimes...
[+] talkative
[+] shy
[ ] funny
[ ] serious
[ ] laid back
[ ] bitchy/asshole-ish
[ ] strict
[+] hyper
[+] weird
[+] ditzy
[+] sarcastic
[+] slow

you can stand listening to?
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[ ] classical
[ ] techno
[ ] oldies/classic rock
[+] opera
[ ] reggae
[+] emo
[+] 80's
[ ] disco
[ ] rap
[+] rock

The pets you have had?
[+] cat
[+] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] bunny
[+] fish
[ ] duck
[ ] horse
[ ] bird
[ ] frog
[ ] hermit crab
[ ] prarie dog
[ ] none
[ ] turtle
[+] hamster
[+] snake
[ ] gerbil
[ ] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[ ] goat
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[ ] chicken

Clothing Brands you like?
[ ] Delia's
[ ] American Eagle
[ ] Hollister
[ ] The Buckle
[ ] Abercrombie & Fitch
[ ] Target
[+] Wal-mart
[ ] Wet Seal
[ ] O'neil
[+] PacSun
[ ] Aeropostale
[+] Dickies
[+] Quicksilver/ Roxy
[ ] Anchor Blue
[ ] Guess
[ ] Lucky
[ ] Gap
[ ] Champs
[++++++++++] Salvation army/goodwill
[ ] Lip Service
[+] if i like it i'll wear it
[ ] old navy
[ ] only name brand
[+] dont give a darn
[ ] JCrew
[ ] Banana Republic

Shoe Brands?
[ ] Nike
[ ] Adidas
[ ] Reebok
[+] Etnies
[+] Converse
[ ] K Swiss
[+] Steve Madden
[+] Vans
[ ] if i like something ill buy it no matter what brand
[ ] New Balance
[ ] LEI
[ ] Payless
[ ] Sketchers
[ ] Puma

States I have been to.

[ ] Alabama
[ ] Alaska
[+] Arizona
[+] Arkansas
[ ] California
[ ] Colorado
[ ] Connecticut
[ ] Delaware
[ ] D.C
[+] Florida
[ ] Georgia
[ ] Hawaii
[ ] Idaho
[+] Illinois
[+] Indiana
[ ] Iowa
[ ] Kansas
[+] Kentucky
[ ] Louisiana
[ ] Maine
[ ] Maryland
[ ] Massachusetts
[ ] Michigan
[ ] Minnesota
[ ] Mississippi
[ ] Missouri
[ ] Montana
[ ] Nebraska
[-] Nevada
[ ] New Hampshire
[ ] New Jersey
[+] New Mexico
[ ] New York
[ ] North Carolina
[ ] North Dakota
[+] Ohio
[ ] Oklahoma
[ ] Oregon
[+] Pennsylvania
[ ] Rhode Island
[+] South Carolina
[ ] South Dakota
[+] Tennessee
[+] Texas
[ ] Utah
[ ] Vermont
[+] Virginia
[ ] Washington
[+] West Virginia
[ ] Wisconsin
[ ] Wyoming
::Hang 'Em High by My Chemical Romance::
your confessions:
[ ] im afraid of the quiet
[++++++] I am really ticklish
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark sometimes
[ ] I've collected comic books
[+] I shut others out when I'm sad
[+] I open up to others easily
[ ] I read the news
[+] I love Disney movies
[+] I am a sucker for eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[+] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ] I love Martha Stewart
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[++++++] I am self-conscious
[+] I love to laugh.
[ ] i drink alcohol on a regular basis
[ ] I have tried a cigarette
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ] I bite my nails
[++++++++++++++++++++++HAHAHA] i want your mom
[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored
[ ] Gotten lost in the city
[+] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[+] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Been bungee jumping
[+] Bitten someone
[+] Dressed up like a guy/girl
[+] egged a house/car
[+ I was walking ...] Crashed into a car
[ ] Been fired
[+] Been skinny dipping

Have you ever...
[+] stolen a sign
[++++++ And loved it] danced in the rain
[I want it to be with someone special] Seen a shooting star
[+] proposed to anyone
[+] Gotten stitches
[++++ AND LOVED IT WITH JENNA!] Eaten Sushi
[X] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] Been on a cruise ship
[+] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[+] Been on a Plane by yourself
[+] had surgery
[+] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[+] been on stage
[ ] peed somewhere other than a toilet
[+] gotten a black eye
[+] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[ ] watched an entire baseball game on tv

Do you like...
[+++] old movies
[+] musicals
[+] blasting music in your car
[ ] foreign foods
[ ] anime
[ ] christmas time
[+++] donuts
[ ] animals
[+++++++] coffee
::Sugar We're Goin Down by Fall Out Boy::
Ya ... Thanks!

So ... I think I'm in love with someone besides my boyfriend. I just can't seem to break up with him ... I'm gonna kill him when I tell him tho ... I just dont know how to tell him tho ... it's gonna kill me too tho. Oh well.

On to other ... happier ... things! ::Smile, You've Won by Lydia:: I think that I'm going to college. And this makes me happy!

And now I'm cold.

::It's Kinda Like A Body Bag by Underminded::

Well ... I should go. I wrote a little short story ... but it's dumb. And I'm not trying to be modest ... it's really dumb. It's about love ... and you all know how cheesy THAT is!!



::The Ones by Hopesfall::
Current Mood: creative
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12th November 2005

8:58pm: Freakin ... Freakin ... Freakin AWESOME!
I had the best day eber!! Even tho I was quite sick and had a kinda horrible decision to make.

I got to see Jared!!!!!! FREAKIN AWESOME!


Without Jared and Steven ... I might not have made it through this day without crying or something. My whole team seemed to hate me today. Like I was some kinda burden. I felt horrible. And now I have to find a way to tell Matt that I only wanna be friends ... I don't think anyone that has my LJ knows him personally ... but in case you do ... please don't tell him! I wanna be the one to tell him. It's gonna make me feel horrible as it is. I give up!

I met so many great people there too!

Like Adam. I don't know where he's from or anything but I got his number! w00t!!

And Z. I don't know his name but he's from Colombia! THAT RAWKS!!! He's perdy cool. I got his email.

If anyone feels like talking ... please feel free to email me at speechiesr@gmail.com


Only if you love me tho!

Current Mood: drained
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9th November 2005

8:43pm: Real, true, unconditional love!
:: I’m Not OK (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance :: Matt makes me so happy! You guys have no idea! I just got done talking to him and I don’t feel as horrible. Actually, I don’t feel horrible at all! YAY! Or as Staci would put it, (freak! HAHAHAHA!!) yeah! I’m so confused right now. About everything, and when I say everything, I mean everything! It’s really bad sometimes. I am sooo boy crazy it’s crazy! Haha. I can’t stop thinking about Matt when I’m sleeping, at school, eating, in the shower, anything! It’s crazy! I don’t think I like it. But I like him a whole lot so it’s ok! I actually love him. Sorry Caitlin, but I do love him. Matt and I established this last friday. Five days after we started going out and six days after we met. CRAZY! I’ve never felt like this about someone before. :: Number Five With A Bullet by Taking Back Sunday :: We’re already making plans to get an apartment together as soon as we can move out. Awesomeness!

I also can’t stop thinking about people like Vince and Jonathan. It’s crazy stuff! I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I like Matt a whole lot but I can’t stop thinking about them. I don’t know what it is about them … that I can’t seem to get them out of my head. It gets on my nerves! *shrugs* I give up on that. It sucks and there’s nothing I can do about it.

Right now … I’ve got on my polka dotted Vans slip-ons. When I was walking today, it felt like there was nothing in between my foot and the ground. :: 1000 Paper Cranes by Motion City Soundtrack :: I thought that was some weird stuff!

So … I wrote Vince a letter telling him that I’m basically fed up with everything he’s done and everything he’s doing and I’m done feeling how I feel. Hopefully it works out the way I want it to!

Well ... I gotta run! I LOVE YOU!!!

Later gator,
Current Mood: crazy
give me your heart

15th October 2005

10:30am: Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year
Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light

We're the therapists pumping through your speakers
Delivering just what you need
We're well read and poised
We're the best boys
We're the chemists who've found the formula
To make your heart swell and burst
No matter what they say, don't believe a word

Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it
I'll keep singing this lie
I'll keep singing this lie

Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light

We're traveled like gypsies
Only with worse luck and far less gold
We're the kids you used to love
But then we grew old
We're the lifers here till the bitter end
Condemned from the start
Ashamed of the way
The songs and the words own the beating of our hearts

Cause I'll keep singing this lie
I'll keep singing this lie

Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
And there's another around to help us bend your trust
I've got a sunset in my veins
And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay

The best part of "Believe" is the "Lie",
I hope you sing along and you steal a line
I need to keep you like this in my mind
So give in or just give up

Are we growing up or just going down?

Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light

Guess what y'all?!?!? I'ma cashier!! w00t! I'm so excited!

So life has been going very well for me lately. Nothing could go wrong! Well ... actually ... a lot of stuff could go wrong but it feels like it never will!!!!! YAY! Everything just feels right! I've got a great family, great friends, and a great everything! There's my job which I absolutely love, there's Vince ... *sigh* ... and there's all my great friends! I admit that my gramma and I have some disagreements but that's ok! Everyone does! So it's all good! And I got my haircut! it's super cute! I love it!

See Jared? I told you I would change! And I did! YAY!

Later gator,
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17th July 2005

10:31am: Might as well try this ...
1. Copy and paste this into your journal: <*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b>
2. Eliminate the asterisks.
3. Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4. See what color you are


I miss Jared.

I bet this is going to be green!!
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27th April 2005

10:46am: BAH!!
Someone has been reading my journal and telling my gramma what it says. BYOTCH!! So I'm not making it friends only. Thanks for ruining it!

Check ya later,
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31st March 2005

10:53am: Wowo ... this makes me think ...
Cassie and Brandon are sitting alone in the park, one night.

I guess we are the left overs in this

I think so, all of my friends have
boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in
this world with out any special person in our life

Yup I don't know what to do

I know! We'll play a game

What game?

i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and
you will be my boy friend

That's a great plan in fact i don't have
nothing to do much this following weeks...

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they both
in a romantic film

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and have a picnic...
Cassie and Brandon have their quality time together

DAY 12:

Brandon invited Cassie to a circus and they ride
on a Horror House. Cassie was scared and
she thought she touched Brandon hand but she touched
someone else's hand and they both laughed.

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and
they asked for their future advice and the fortune
teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time
of your life...Spend the rest of your time together
happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's

DAY 20:

Cassie invited Brandon to go to the hill and they
saw a meteor...Cassie mumbled something

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a bumby
road Cassie gave her first kiss to Brandon by

DAY 29:


Cassie and Brandon sat in the park where they
first decided to play this game...

I'm tired Cassie...Do you want any
drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the

Apple Juice that's all

Wait for me.

20mins later; a stranger approached Cassie
Are you a friend of Brandon?

Why yes? What happened?

A reckless drunken driver ran over
Brandon and he is critical in the hospital


The doctor went out of the emergency room
and he handed Cassie an apple juice and a letter

We found this in Brandon's pocket

Cassie reads the letter and it says:

Cassie, This past few days, i realized you are
a really cute girl and i am really falling for you..
I cherish smile your everything when we played
this game; before this game would end. I would
like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my
life. I love you Cassie.

Cassie crumples the paper and shouted:

"Brandon! i don't want you to die. I love
you, Remember that night when we saw a
meteor, I mumbled something; I mumbled
that I wish we would be together forever and never
end this game. Please don't leave me Brandon. I
love you!"

Then the clock strikes 12

Brandon's heart stopped pumping



Always love your loved ones and show them
how you feel before it is too late...You will never
know when they will be gone from your embrace...If
you were given a time to bestow petals of
everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones?
Today is the day, love them while they are still

Copy Paste and after 24hours, Your loved
one will realize how special they are to you <3 <3

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